The below is largely my journal entry from 2011:
Oh, it occurred to me that I do not have a deep attachment to this physical body. Someone asked if I have hunger pangs (or something like that), and in context, I contemplated the question.
I said I do feel hunger, but that it is not a strong feeling, as in 'pangs'. Later, I wondered if it is possible for us to feed on spiritual food more than physical food. But are they the same, when prayed for or taken in gratitude?
The physical is spiritual to the spiritual person. To the pure of heart, all things are pure. It's like unconditional love, which I find to be a strange concept. Can love even BE conditional and if it is, is it love?
So a random thought crossed my mind. Maybe we don't get ready to meet God so much as we meet God to get ready. It's like praying over food.
While we are already 'good enough, as we are creations of God, yet we expulse ourselves from the Garden of Eden. But it is not necessary, is it? I dunno. Maybe it is just part of a Plan, who knows.
Life is just one big human guessing game to me, sometimes. LOL!
Usually, when I experience HC (Higher Coincidence metaphor...out of the mouth of 2 or 3 witnesses, all things shall be established), these HCs come in a small number of expanding collections. But today a plethora of configurations seemed to simultaneous deliver themselves to my consciousness as a veritable flood. So much so, that I can't relate them all here with realizing an impractical time commitment, short of reincarnation. But, I'll at least touch on some of it.
OK, I went to a recovery group, Gratitude High Noon meet. Someone said exactly what my eye descended upon in my book, and I sensed that this is, in part, what I was to talk on. Therefore, I did. Other things rose to this vibration, too, if you will, in that others talked about the material that 'substanced' through spiritual lips. No one missed a thing. There is always more power in a meeting than the number of people attending. It's like we were a Peopled Crystal, in a way, for God's Light to prism through.
Speaking of that, two mornings ago, I hugged my girlfriend and felt/saw a rainbow of light flowing from her body as a large crystal. I know it sounds strange, but that's what I experienced. Then this morning I was reading in the Christos about two types of people, one of which luminesces light (as a crystal-bearing its own light from within).
I know the few things I just mentioned seem just that...few. But that's all I can remember at this point without sitting back a while and revisiting my last few hours in detail. Maybe later.
So, I was told by my girlfriend about a website where one can record their dreams (she & I listened to an audio meditation last night before bed on the topic of dreaming). Somehow I feel I am needing to 'tune in' better, and record things as a writer. OK, there it is for now."
So that was my 2011 journal entry. The recording was today, and I occasioned my old journal entry quite by 'accident'. Yeah, there's no such thing as an accident, right?
Peace Love Hugs. Here is a YouTube Video I made on the subject.