God put love in my heart for the person that abused me as a child, doing for me what I could not do for myself. Forgiving My Childhood Sexual Abuser, Chapter 11, from The Little Book of Miracles, Stories from the Incomplete Skeptic.
"Forgiveness runs deeper than the offenses that requires its presence."
We need to take our eyes off of the abuse and focus 100% on God, but only God can make that possible. We mere mortals struggle daily with injustice, meanness, abuse, war, deceit, etc. Focusing on the dark side begets more darkness, but there is a light shining in the darkness, and while the darkness doesn't comprehend the light, it shines in darkness nonetheless.
Forgiveness runs deeper than the offenses that requires its presence. God maketh a table for me at my enemies' table, but they are my enemy while I am not their enemy.
The Bible describes Satan as the most beautiful angel in heaven and 1/3 of the hosts of heaven followed him. His EGO thought to reign over God and seeks to supplant our trust of God with outrage at the world. EGO: Edging God Out.
Don't believe any story that doesn't empower you.
To the pure of heart, all things are pure. If anything pisses Satan off, it's that no matter what he/she does, we align with God because our earthly problems belong to God. 'Thy Will be done on earth as it is in Heaven'.
Look for Heaven. It is everywhere surrounding you, permeating your very existence at the deepest level, deeper than anything this world can throw at you.